"Hi shane!"

Highlights of my Day:
1. TJ's friend saying hi to mee:] [i'm so flattered!]
2. Janitor friend from highschool scarring my mom, "GOOD MORNING!" from behind the pillar, thinking that it was mee! ROLF
3. Running into Pancho, Ian, and their friend at Tyler:D

though these past two days have been rocky, God still manages to bring a smile on my face, love you bro!

Dear Jesus,
i'm sorry again for what i've been doing..slacking/forgetting/rebelling. thank you for waking me up and putting me bak on track..bak into reality. please forgive me and my messed up self, im sorry=\. give me a new heart/mind and may your life cover mines. ilove you cuz you never give up on me..thankyou so muchh..ilove you soo.

Amen.


<3shaneQ

"12:12"

its 12:12 right now and im still up...i have a gap in my stomach and im in a blehh mood. -___-

to sum it all up, today was not my day..from start to finish.

but its aiitee, we all have em downer days, it'l be fine.

count it all joy, right Jdawg?

Payce blogspot.

-shane

"Good Morning"

pssshh, YEAH RITE.

"SHANE!! GET UP!! U NEEDA DO TJ'S HOMEWORK..DO LAUNDRY..CLEAN UP..GET UP!"

perfect way, to wake up to reality huh? cinderella much? haha we'll at least i got my prince:]
but seriously tho, once skool starts..thas it. no more of this. its college now.

lemme enjoy my last week of summer 2010.

Last bits of enjoyment i wanna do:
1. late night walks
2. hang out at michaels and brainstorm ideas for christmas
3. update clothing styles (no more truegrits!!)
4. one more summer night adventure
5. star gaze picnic
6. threshold
7. chickflicks with mama
8. skim tha waves
9. ABC store hangout
10. library hangout
11. learn to tut
12. Irvine/Rowland Heights feast
13. Dance in the moonlight

what i NEED to do before 9/27:
1. buy textbooks
2. add one more class
3. be mentally prepared (no more summer mode)

happy sunday everyone!
PEACE!

-shanee

"Just The Way You Are"

even when you're siick, you still make an effort to see me and make me smilee extraa:]
**don't worry booboo once i start driving, ill be tha one visiting youuu, especially when ur siick! take turns, ya kno? :]

Dear Jesus,
i kno you're prolly siick of hearing me say this but thank you SO much for him:] he is all that ive talked to you about and all that ive asked you for, so thank you:]

Amen:]

post script: i still can't belive he's mine:]
note to self: shane, you are one crazzy luckky girl:]

<3shanee

"GOOD JOB"

Doc: "Good job, you did good. you're getting them off!"
Me: "my braces??! AHHHHHH!!

i literally yelled in my chair! hands up and everything!! i wanted to give my doc a huuge hug before i left but he was seriousing out, oh well lol maybe next week wen im all bleached and retainered, i can take a picture wit him! :D i feel so FREE and SLIPPERY! im soooo happpy, yall don't even kno! i can go run a mile right now! ahhhh buuump up tha feel good musiiick!! getting my braces off seirously like made my year. can't believe its been a year...haha i remember when i got them on! it was september 24, 2009. i remember becuz i had to speak for morning worship at skool and then everyone noticed even when i was tryin to hid em throughout my whole talk;D but its literally all worth it! i can't wait to chew gum! i haven't eaten gum for a year!! sugar free baby!! and eat corn without worrying and taking our cleaning it outta my grillz:D and now i can floss under 45min!! :DD im SO HAPPY, i prayed so hard to get em off today and when i heard tha doc say yes, i was like 'THANK YOU JESUS" HAHAH im so happy! ahhh i feel normal now, liek how it use to bee;] i can smile, without feeelin insecuree!! HAHAH maynnn i feel goooood:D i literally have been smiling all dayyyy, ive been smiling so much that my cheeks hurt lol ahhh ima be sleeping wit a smile on my facee:]


<3shaneeQ

ps: ms. victoria says "hi!!" from skype lol

BEFORE:


AFTER:

"UNperfect"

its funny how we do all we can to NOT mess up. how people expect SO much for us, and then when we fail, its like the end of the world for them. its like once u messed up, you messed up forever. gayy. i kno God says, to "be perfect, as your Heavenly Father is perfect" but its hard, not gon' lie. cuz once u mess up, its as if everyone is watching you and then points at you..sucks. but you kno what, im NOT perfect. and i can live wit that :] God knows we're not and is there to forgive and help us bak up. so its okay, as long as u learn and grow from it:] thanks Jdawg. please help me juz look to you and no one else < 3


-shane

"2 weeks"

its gon' speed... speed like speed racer.



why am i feeling like this?? ughhh, go away. blehblahbluhh!!
shane, STOP remincing.
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freak.
change the song. change it. CHANGE IT.
but i cant, its a good song...a good SAD song...
wthe duck shane. change it. ahhghhh. go to s l e e p

you gotta get up in the morning..busy day ahead.

oh good the songs done. hah.

woow, waddup wit the low songs?

oops, maybe i shouldnt have done that..

time is fast.

www.xanga.com/hungryazndudette
do i dare to visit it?? jsojaliveoamiovjps

o.O

you kno wat? im living a better life. i am content, i am happy, geniuely. no need to compare. i feel better than ever. SO much better. i won't forget, i juz learned. so thankyou again:]


why do i blog? no one even reads these lol w/e i likee writing random stuff and happenings about my life:]

woow, talk about moodswing.

just go to sleep shane, lol

okayy lol

ps: one day ima write a book based off my life story...or direct a movie based of my happenings in my life...it'd beat titanic and avatar! haha!

Dear Jesus,

bet your tha only one who really cares. lol thank you<3

-shayynee