**edit: i think i juz needa surrender. re-evalute. restart. redue. and BE better.
note to self: stop "experimenting" you know where ur supposed to be, so do it.
im sorry..im sorry for slacking..putting you asidee..i am ashamed, guilty. I am soo sorry..please take me backk..give me another chancee..please make me new and back to youu.
in Your name,