Thursday, December 30, 2010


December-January of 2010: My year in Kodaks

2010 is juz about done. it will be gone with the good and the bad. its crazy how alot can happen within a year..but overall, i gotta say that 2010 was swell. Definately a year ill remember:] Deuces 2010, you were good to me so thanks:]

New Years Resolution?

To LOVE as God loves.

Here's to 2011!
make it ballin, cuz only you can make your day go better:]


Wednesday, December 1, 2010


Directions: Write definitions to ALL the words on the list; Write a story using TEN of the words.

Here's the story:
"There once was a couple who had deep adulation for eachother. Just the way they talked to eachother showed how much they cared for eachother. They cleaved to one another, vowing never to leave eachother. It is as if they are coalesce..unbreakable. Though there maybe things that enervate their lives, they manage to be strong, extract all the problems and move on. They are not the generic, the typical everyday couple. They are a very unique and special pair, that only they can understand. They are not spurious but true and geniune to one another. Their love for eachother is precocious and deeper than any movie, book can portray. They are a perfect example for young people, young couples. It ramificates inspiration and perserverance for others to follow. Their life is full of happyness not one bit of arid, only happyness."

i usually write stories about random fun things, like adventures or juz plain fictional fantasy stories..but for this assignment i juz felt like writing about something..something that could relate to ppl..relationships. i guess this is the ideal..impossible to such thing..the ideal relationship..

or is it?

it could happen.
and if it does, don't let go of eachother..but keep going, cuz you both are put together by God for a reason. and tho that reason may be unclear now, trust God that he has a plan..


oh God, help me out.



dot. dot. dot.


Sunday, November 28, 2010


ill be back in 4years.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010


"Roses are red, violets are blue it's not the same without you!!" -Krizelle

got over 20 handmade cards from my Sabbath School kids. this whole thing has really opened my eyes. it really made me realized who were really there for me. those who came and visited, called, and texted to check up on me. my life is good. its simple living. i am content, happy. ALL props to God< 3

count your blessings, always.


Wednesday, November 10, 2010


-things are finally getting back to normal
-almost all caught up with school
-saw mr. Laing after 2 years! "oh looks, its tha BUHs!!"
-drove for the first time since the 31st
-saw mah boyy< 3

Jesus, Thank You.
Proverbs 3: 5,6 always.

< 3 shane

Tuesday, November 9, 2010


much better than Vatican and Motrin.

Monday, November 8, 2010


im tired of this.

i juz want a break.
i juz want things to be bak to tha norm.

yesterday was juz hard..painful. seeing you outside the window..being juz a wall was hard, tho i didn't really show it.

still, explaining what happened over and over, pictures being reshown, questions being asked and answered, false accusations.
i kno i should be thankful, and i very much am. "it's a miracle that you guys are okay" i believe it 100%. however now im bak to reality, walking and bak in school. its not fun being absent in college. 1st day of work drained me out..ehh maybe i should'nt have went bak todayy cuz im dead tiredd. felt like collapsing..ehh i gotta suck it up. for school, family..myself. blehh. can it juz be vacay already??

breathe. sleep. rest. chill. vacation, please. im in suchh a 'blehh' mood..maybe i juz need relax..

Dear Jesus,

help me to juz chill. let go, and give it to youu



Wednesday, November 3, 2010


we keep walking.

moving on.

only making us, stronger.

God is Good.
thanks for all the prayers< 3

Friday, October 29, 2010


yeeeup, its the weekSTART:D not the weekEND lol i feel oh so much better besides tha fact that im crampin up its all good! im not siick anymoree yayyy!** thanks bee for taking care of mee, you helped sooo much you have no idea, so thank you. be safe and have fun up in the woods:] so im pretty set for this weekSTART:D i really don't care what i do juz as long as it doesn't involve school then its all good:] so happy weekSTART to you all and get rested! oh and of course HAPPY almost SABBATH!

Thursday, October 28, 2010


you always catch me off guard.
thank you again bee<3
happy 2^____^

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

"Bed Season"

its that time of year when you're: BED RIDDEN.

-stuffed nose
-soar throat
-weakened body
-dubbed ears
-low voice

time to stock up on:

-orange juice

can't wait to make noise in the classroom by blowing my nose x29803 times -_____-

**keep rested and cool, thas my problem.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

"Have you Ever..."

reached the point where if you just say ONE MORE WORD you'll blow up and everything will juz roll????
but then you kno if you let it slipp, you'll be saying things that will be SOO hurtful that maybe later on u wish didn't sayyy??

so to answer bak you juz take a deep breath, don't say anything, juz turn around and walk away.

"let go and let God."

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

"What i like about blogspot is..."

that NO ONE uses it anymore!!

so i can throw down anything i want on heree:]

verry niice.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


ima on a job hunt!!!

please hire mee!! the holidays are coming up real sooon and im broke!!! O.O

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

"I could feel tha spike..."



how IRONIC..waht a c o i n c i d e n c e.

it happens.

Thursday, October 7, 2010



t h a n k God its almost tha weekend.

ps: i still needa get use to not seeing you daily=\


Tuesday, September 28, 2010

"You're Lucky"

seriously. :]



Monday, September 27, 2010


Dear summer of 2010,
you were more than amazing to me. you provided me with PLENTY of rest/ sleep/ and FOOD. you gave me time wit my friends and family. you helped me grow and learn so much more about myself. summer, youu were one of the best ive EVER had.
in June: i graduated, partied at gradnight, congrats ate, bought the love of my life Eppi, partied at VBS, began my birthday week, and learned how to be rebellious thanks to earl. the start of summer adventures. priviledges taken. July: became legal, went all over soCal, partied at hometown buffet with crazy friends, yogurtlicious happenings, tokbox, skype, ichat, skim boarding, mother's healthy diet & gym fever, "I knew the kinda guy _____ kinda was. and I knew the kinda girl you were, and kinda...liked the girl you were." Despicable Me, boba tea house, feel good CD #4, permit, "Meet My Halfway" repeats at random places, threading, wheat grass, first visit to market night, broddi's hanging out at hulda, happy birthday pops, lsu orientation, and getting lost in ontario mills. August: shopping and dressups, thirft store, corndogs & campmeeting setup, dinner wit Napods, BBQ at vgardens, silverwood lake, reunited after 10years, taibo & hiphop abs with mommy, DJ plaza feats, no more lla first day for me, rowland heights wit mah girl, happyness in a bowl, 828.10, Josephine's Bistro at Cerritos, DJ plaza wit mah girl for the last time, stickypicky, Gerry's Grill wit mom, pops, and ate. first date surprise, finally September: last Sabbath wit mah girl, partied at her uncles crib, locked outta my own place wit mah boo, happy birthday bro, goodbye PUCs and ms. bakersfield, byebye grillz, ignite, azn convocation, easy A, birthday party, riverside fail, macaroni grill, joanne's, moon rising...Goodbye summer, you have been oh so good to me. thank you Jesus for giving my summer of 2010, it was truly ONE OF A KIND. :D

Dear Fall,
i have officially started my first day at lsu. it was pretty chill, considering the fact that im only taking 12units haha i honestly believe i can do alot more but i gotta juz follow my adivors' words:] i like it like this tho cuz im not tooo stressed out yet, ease into it ready and breezy fasho:] but Fall, please don't fail me..tho i am bak into my books, may it be a fun learning experiece:] i honestly don't kno what to expect o.O Dear Jesus, i ask for you to please lead and guide me in this new chapter of my life. May your life cover mines and i hope and pray everyday that others may see you thru me, especially on this new campus. take control, ima juz follow you:]


Tuesday, September 21, 2010

"Hi shane!"

Highlights of my Day:
1. TJ's friend saying hi to mee:] [i'm so flattered!]
2. Janitor friend from highschool scarring my mom, "GOOD MORNING!" from behind the pillar, thinking that it was mee! ROLF
3. Running into Pancho, Ian, and their friend at Tyler:D

though these past two days have been rocky, God still manages to bring a smile on my face, love you bro!

Dear Jesus,
i'm sorry again for what i've been doing..slacking/forgetting/rebelling. thank you for waking me up and putting me bak on track..bak into reality. please forgive me and my messed up self, im sorry=\. give me a new heart/mind and may your life cover mines. ilove you cuz you never give up on me..thankyou so muchh..ilove you soo.



Monday, September 20, 2010


its 12:12 right now and im still up...i have a gap in my stomach and im in a blehh mood. -___-

to sum it all up, today was not my day..from start to finish.

but its aiitee, we all have em downer days, it'l be fine.

count it all joy, right Jdawg?

Payce blogspot.


Sunday, September 19, 2010

"Good Morning"

pssshh, YEAH RITE.


perfect way, to wake up to reality huh? cinderella much? haha we'll at least i got my prince:]
but seriously tho, once skool starts..thas it. no more of this. its college now.

lemme enjoy my last week of summer 2010.

Last bits of enjoyment i wanna do:

1. late night walks
2. hang out at michaels and brainstorm ideas for christmas
3. update clothing styles (no more truegrits!!)
4. one more summer night adventure
5. star gaze picnic
6. threshold
7. chickflicks with mama
8. skim tha waves
9. ABC store hangout
10. library hangout
11. learn to tut
12. Irvine/Rowland Heights feast
13. Dance in the moonlight

what i NEED to do before 9/27:
1. buy textbooks
2. add one more class
3. be mentally prepared (no more summer mode)

happy sunday everyone!


Thursday, September 16, 2010

"Just The Way You Are"

even when you're siick, you still make an effort to see me and make me smilee extraa:]
**don't worry booboo once i start driving, ill be tha one visiting youuu, especially when ur siick! take turns, ya kno? :]

Dear Jesus,
i kno you're prolly siick of hearing me say this but thank you SO much for him:] he is all that ive talked to you about and all that ive asked you for, so thank you:]


post script: i still can't belive he's mine:]
note to self: shane, you are one crazzy luckky girl:]


Wednesday, September 15, 2010


Doc: "Good job, you did good. you're getting them off!"
Me: "my braces??! AHHHHHH!!

i literally yelled in my chair! hands up and everything!! i wanted to give my doc a huuge hug before i left but he was seriousing out, oh well lol maybe next week wen im all bleached and retainered, i can take a picture wit him! :D i feel so FREE and SLIPPERY! im soooo happpy, yall don't even kno! i can go run a mile right now! ahhhh buuump up tha feel good musiiick!! getting my braces off seirously like made my year. can't believe its been a year...haha i remember when i got them on! it was september 24, 2009. i remember becuz i had to speak for morning worship at skool and then everyone noticed even when i was tryin to hid em throughout my whole talk;D but its literally all worth it! i can't wait to chew gum! i haven't eaten gum for a year!! sugar free baby!! and eat corn without worrying and taking our cleaning it outta my grillz:D and now i can floss under 45min!! :DD im SO HAPPY, i prayed so hard to get em off today and when i heard tha doc say yes, i was like 'THANK YOU JESUS" HAHAH im so happy! ahhh i feel normal now, liek how it use to bee;] i can smile, without feeelin insecuree!! HAHAH maynnn i feel goooood:D i literally have been smiling all dayyyy, ive been smiling so much that my cheeks hurt lol ahhh ima be sleeping wit a smile on my facee:]


ps: ms. victoria says "hi!!" from skype lol



Monday, September 13, 2010


its funny how we do all we can to NOT mess up. how people expect SO much for us, and then when we fail, its like the end of the world for them. its like once u messed up, you messed up forever. gayy. i kno God says, to "be perfect, as your Heavenly Father is perfect" but its hard, not gon' lie. cuz once u mess up, its as if everyone is watching you and then points at but you kno what, im NOT perfect. and i can live wit that :] God knows we're not and is there to forgive and help us bak up. so its okay, as long as u learn and grow from it:] thanks Jdawg. please help me juz look to you and no one else < 3


"2 weeks"

its gon' speed... speed like speed racer.

why am i feeling like this?? ughhh, go away. blehblahbluhh!!
shane, STOP remincing.

change the song. change it. CHANGE IT.
but i cant, its a good song...a good SAD song...
wthe duck shane. change it. ahhghhh. go to s l e e p

you gotta get up in the morning..busy day ahead.

oh good the songs done. hah.

woow, waddup wit the low songs?

oops, maybe i shouldnt have done that..

time is fast.
do i dare to visit it?? jsojaliveoamiovjps


you kno wat? im living a better life. i am content, i am happy, geniuely. no need to compare. i feel better than ever. SO much better. i won't forget, i juz learned. so thankyou again:]

why do i blog? no one even reads these lol w/e i likee writing random stuff and happenings about my life:]

woow, talk about moodswing.

just go to sleep shane, lol

okayy lol

ps: one day ima write a book based off my life story...or direct a movie based of my happenings in my'd beat titanic and avatar! haha!

Dear Jesus,

bet your tha only one who really cares. lol thank you<3


Sunday, September 12, 2010

"Aloha for Now"

it is exactly a year ago since we hit the warm waves of Lake Havasu..back when we were rooting on our sen10r year, back when we were all tight..bak when we we're all ballin..its hitting me, slowely but surely. this is it. goodbyes. when we hangout again, will it be the same again?? ouch. well, i wish you all goodluck andd please don't change too much in college. may God lead you all, i love you safe.

LOVE, shane

Friday, September 10, 2010

"13th year"

my bro is about to become a T E E N A G E R.
wow, now i really gotta brace myself. brace myself for dramatic stories, rebellious attitudes, and complete emotional moodswings. LOL i kno and remember exactly how i acted bak in the day. always on my fone, my room only belonged me and my life, and my family was at the bottom of my list. yup. i was prettty selfishh bak in jr.high. haha. but then again, i learned and turnaround once i reached highskool:] i wish my bro the best and the happiest on his dayy! ilove you bro, no matter how annoying or complaints you give me<3 my prayer for you is to always remember to talk to Jdawg and keep him at the center of your life. Continue to grow up to be the sweet and caring bro that i kno and love. though you may be surpassing me in height and obtaining gorgeous looks lol, to me, you'll always be MY little brother, ilove you mungtung<3