"UNsuccessful"

after all morning and coming a juz a click away to booking a flight, it all turns downhill-_________________-
a trip to HAWAII would've been the BEST birthday gift=\

an alternative?
-seaworld, universals studios, malibu, and goofy's kitchen.

it'll do:]



ilove my parents no matter what<3


-shaneQ

"In spite of"

in the midst of:

-annoyance
-labor
-sweat
-heat


*God still reminds us that He's still there<3
today, He reminded me thru a beautiful butterfly:]

<3shanee

"VBS"

words cannot explain how blessed and grateful i am to be apart of this past the wonderful week:]
this will be one of my highlights of this summer fosho
i will miss you team MEDINET EL-FAYUM!
may God lead in your life as you all will grow into beautiful teens&adults, ilove you<3

<3ate shanee

"Grillz"

my teeth are HURTING.
these rubberbands are something. I didn't think i'd feel this much pain! i can barely open my mouth, its hurts soo bad. but doc said that depending on how often i wear em will determine how much longer i have to my grillz. all this pain, better be worth it. haha so today was kina weird. i was pretty bummed cuz half of my kids didn't show up to vbs today=\ i hope that they all come tomorw, cuz its tha closing. well ima hit tha sheets a bit early, no summer adventures for me tonite lol

PEACE bloggers!
-shaneQ




summer night buddy:]
you should join us next time:D

"My ONLY Hope"

i hate you.
you cause ALL my problems.
why did you have to exist?
you make my heart break.
you make my tears falls.
you ruin everything.
i hate you.









but you kno what? I still have hope. im not gon' let you bring me down. nothing you say or do is gon' leave me hopeless. i am gon' grow and learn from this. ill become a better person from this, so i should actually be thankful, hah. i got someone bigger than you, so you besta watch it cuz He's coming very very soon.

you got nothin' on this,
shaneQ

"Billionaire"

you kno, why would anyone wanna become a billionaire? all this stuff is only temporary...yeah its nice to get what you want, have the nicest car, and wear tha latest fashion..but can u really wear all that and have ur pockets stuffed with green cash, when knowing that tha majority of the world is fighting and would do juz about anything to survive? hmmm juz a thot...


Highlight of my day: Instead of saying a prayer during our family time, unexpectedly and without hesitation, my kids began to yell out, "I love Jesus!" or "I love Jesus too!". Hearing these words and seeing their genuine faces glow, juz bootesd me up is a huge way.

i was truly blessed today, thank you kids.
you all were my "God Sighting" today :]


-shaneQ

"Just Keep Swimming" -Dori

wow so i guess i can say that today was a pretty "emotional" day...
you kno when Jesus says to Love your enemies and what not? how come its so easy to say, yet so HARD to do? its like you read and learn about it, but once tha oppourtunity is at hand, its so difficult to face it and so you find the easiest way out and that is to juz run away and do the opposite..but you kno what? i realized that is waht it really means to be a c-h-r-i-s-t-i-a-n. To actually put what you learn and read about to action. you kno? "walk the talk" today was one of those days, and this is not tha first time. But as these situations keep creeping up me outta nowhere, it gets harder to detect and easy to give in, instead of being strong and the better person. But as long as i keep Him as my example, then all is good rite?

despite all the disappointments and killjoys, there were things that managed to make my day:]





<3shanee